I have learned contentment

谢谢你在我失落时，给我鼓励

在我失败时，对我不离不弃

在我发脾气时，对我的忍耐

在我愁眉苦脸时，带给我欢笑

在无时无刻都对我那么的温柔

其实你的用心我都感受到了

只是我一时不知该如何表达

你能原谅我一时的不知所措吗?

你从不曾回应我的好奇

也从不曾给我一个完整的答案

我多希望你能让我了解你。

你温柔的声音

永远都是最动听的

你所说的每一句话

永远都会刻在我的心底

我希望我能拥有一个机会

我只想告诉你

你永远都是我最重视的人

我会一直等待这个机会的降临

无论多艰难，我都会等

因为，我相信奇迹..

YanYan_ :)

Will you remember me..?

如果有哪天我们不再有机会见面了，

你会偶尔想起我吗?

如果有哪天我们在茫茫人海中遇见，

你会走到我的面前向我问个好吗?

如果有哪天你把我的名字给忘掉了，

你还会记得我们曾经相识过吗?

回忆是短暂的，

思念是长久的。

我们曾经是陌生人，

也曾经相识过对方。

所有的点点滴滴只有我们才能够感受到

但，我们学会去珍惜了吗?

我相信，

在茫茫人海中我认识了你，

即使我们不再见面了，

在未来的某一天，

我们也会有机会相逢的。=)

Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry,
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know,
Don't ever say you don't love him/her if you can't let him/her go.

YanYan :)

I miss the day when..~

I miss the day when I first meet you,

I miss the day when you start talk with me,

I miss the day when your eyes meet with my eyes,

I miss the day when you first calling me,

I miss the day when you play with me,

I miss the day when you make joke with me,

that was a awesome day, and a unforgettable day to me..=)

but now, all changed already..

hmmmm.. =(

will you forget me..?~

Please..

I wont forget you.. 

you are special to me..^^

YanYan :)

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

I'll keep you in my heart

I cant wait for tomorrow =)  。

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

 YanYan

I Love it =)

my friends said 

why I should feel so sad

He's just a nobody

so why I feel sad..?~ =.=

Is okay, I'm feel much more better now ^^

now I wanna say,

owhhhh,my friends are so sweet ;)

They really help me a lot.. 

I'll be normal and normallllllll~

I wont let you all worry about m.. :)

cheer up =D

and now, I really addicted to 'Perdagangan' already~

I love how the teacher teaching by no using textbook but short note..

and,we have to catchup what she said and write some extra note at our paper..

I really love that moment, and I really learned a lot of things.~

 ( I really enjoy my day ^^ )

I'm so afraid
of everything
not sure of myself
it seems impossible to breathe
my heart is beating way to fast
and my body is shivering

it's starting all over again
fear is killing me slowly
fear from the past and the future

my mind seems unable to think clearly
how long can I face this?

I'm tired
don't wanna face this again

( Afraid )

A Game

今天我在学校真的很不正常,

我一直在想到底是什么意识..

我想啊想，

想了很多可能与不可能..

最终，我发现..

想得再多一切都只会是借口..

我真的接受不了..

但，我又能怎样呢?

我朋友说的对..

现在的我就很像正在赌博一样,

赢和输都是一线之差..

一切的一切都唯有交给命运了。

So many times..
I see you smile.

That sweet smile.
I can not forget that smile.

Hear you laugh..
See you smile..

The noises and that smile..
For ever written in my mind, heart and soul..

I can not forget you.
I can not stop thinking of you.
Never.

(forever written in my heart)

Deleted ..。

I deleted all things about you

I wont care about you,

cos,you already got it~

maybe haven,but it is the one..。

Day after day you make me cry.
Some days you even make me wanna die.
It isn't easy to me
to let you be who you wanna be.
It's just that I know that you can be sweet.
Really, you're the only one that I need.
The only problem is that you never let me see,
the good boy you can be.
I just don't get it!
Is this now how you want it?
Do you really wanna see me cry?
Do you really want a last goodbye?

(I gonna to say goodbye to you)

The Pain

我总是让自己去习惯你的全部，

有时明知不喜欢也尽量去喜欢。

我明知希望越高失望就会越高，

我还是放了全部希望在你身上。

我的朋友叫我放心，

但，事实都摆在眼前了，

如何放得下心呢?。

如果能够选择，

我宁愿从来都不认识你..。

I really love you,
but you love someone else.
When I see you,
I can't close my eyes.
I just want you to say how much you care about me.
But you love someone else.
I just want to hear "I love you" out of your mouth.
I hear it in my mind,
It's just like a sound.
But it's just a dream,
Because you love someone else...

 (I can feel the pain)

Love Is ...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

爱上你

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手

心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过